TMY-016 Called a Fall 3 — A Provocative Dance That Will Be Erased Anyway: Jumping from the Roof… After That, Mizuki Shida

She had only one choice left: to throw herself from the roof of her own home. There were all kinds of reasons behind it, but by then none of that mattered anymore. Because, well, she was going to die. It was a magic phrase that would take care of every problem.

With her plump body, climbing from the second-floor window up onto the roof was a major task. Panting hard, she somehow made it to the top, then promptly lay down and started gazing at the night view. She had lost all desire to move. Hours had already passed since then. She thought carefree things like how beautiful the stars spread across the sky were, or that she might as well look at a picture of katsu curry on her phone one last time. She even glanced up at the god in the sky and thought, If it snows, I’ll cancel this for you.

But then, all of a sudden, the girl threw herself into the deep darkness. If asked why that moment, she could only answer: just because. A girl’s heart, where even the fat on a steak can make the world look like a different color, is always fickle.

As her falling body picked up speed, her heartbeat grew louder. Just as she was being swallowed by the ground, what came to mind were naked men and women together. Then came a parade of grotesque prank-style chase scenes, with dozens of middle-aged men chasing an AV actress. It was a montage of the classic AV scenes that had kept her heart burning. I mean, is this my life flashing before my eyes? she complained to God, and then the world went dark.

From her own perspective, it felt like an instant. After a brief stretch of blackness, her vision suddenly opened up. In front of her was an unfamiliar white ceiling. Tubes extended from her body as she lay in bed, and the ominous medical equipment surrounding her told her that she had somehow survived.

It almost felt like God was saying, Why don’t you try living a little longer? Consider this your lucky break.

And after she was discharged, she successfully accomplished the diet she had failed at so many times before, and became an AV actress.

Hearing that kind of debut story made it easy to understand why she was such an unconventional actress. She wasn’t the sort of overly naive type who simply opened her legs in front of a camera and tried to become an idol. She was a rare case: someone who genuinely admired AV and came into the industry because of it. People even said it felt like watching a Tamaya label production for the first time.

In that case, it was only natural that the giant pig-masked man, the very peak of creepy-looking men, would misunderstand her as having proposed to him. Yes, even the prank-like urine-drinking scene and the outrageous bareback pig-seed play were, in the end, just ways of confirming their love for each other.

She also had episodes of hyperventilation during filming, but that was probably just nerves in front of someone she admired. What would her life as an AV actress become from here on out? Would she slide into crime while talking about launching a fan club and expanding into doujin works? Would she call herself an actor, business owner, writer, and steamy streamer, and bask in praise from a small community? Would she end up unable to make a living, desperately shaking her chest to squeeze money from fans, becoming a strange creature who moans while shouting fan names? Would she use AV as advertising for bars and the sex industry, pushing herself into self-sale?

No one knew. Not yet.

For now, she is simply an artist. There is no pretense attached to the end of that word. At least, that is how it feels now.

With that wish in her heart—that the years since the day she braced herself for death on that roof will continue to be filled with joyful, proud memories—she keeps walking through the AV industry today.