HOMA-103 Your girlfriend was great — I’ve been secretly visiting the home of the senior I’ve always admired, without telling my shy first boyfriend — Ichiki Mahiro

My first boyfriend. He’s kind, and being with him makes me feel at ease. I think… I probably like him. And yet, when my senior suddenly kissed me, I felt something for the first time. Is this what it means to have my heart race? He’s cool, and unlike my boyfriend, he’s assertive. When my senior touched me, I said no with my mouth, but my body went numb and hot. I was so happy, like I’d been acknowledged by the senior I admired, and I hoped that if I became a more alluring girl, he might like me even more… Before I knew it, I had become someone used for his personal needs.