HAZU-030 At his home, where he works as an unsuccessful host, I’m treated carelessly like a tool, and everyone tells me to break up with him. But if he calls me again, I’ll go straight back to his place, and I’m such a hopeless person that I end up giving in. I’m a boyish girl.

He made me do things I didn’t really want to do, sent me away because another woman was coming over, and acted entirely on his own terms… I know I’m not loved. But when he calls, I still end up going, feeling a little excited. He may seem rough, but he’s incredibly skilled at handling me, and he helped me discover new things about myself. I also really like his big, firm manhood. I’m probably, no, definitely a masochist, and even his roughness turns me on. I’ll probably keep going back to him until he finally throws me away… People say I have a needy personality, but maybe I like that side of myself. Just an everyday story like that.