HAWA-355 A housewife who has been living an ordinary life for 20 years of marriage. Lately, she feels her heart growing colder as she gets older… She wants to feel that thrilling, passionate intimacy again, like when she was a teenager and even a kiss made her heart race. One-day-only boyfriend and a one-time affair. Rika-san (39), living in Nakano Ward. Children: son (18)

After 20 years of marriage, we fought at times when I was young and overwhelmed with housework and raising the children, but the kids have grown and the two of us have somehow made it through until now. Looking back, it was all a happy time… But what saddens me most is that my husband no longer sees me as a woman at all, and that hurts my heart more than anything. I can’t keep enduring days where I’m just growing older like this, so I gathered my courage for my first act of infidelity.