CKCK-012 Am I your possession? Even though I knew you would never become mine, I was still under your spell. More than friends, less than lovers, whenever you felt lonely, you came to me for comfort. I gave up everything for you, and now I carry an everlasting youth tattoo that will never fade. Hinata Natsu

A bite of your ice cream, please.

Other people’s things always seem better. Because they belong to someone else, they become more desirable.That doesn’t change, even when we grow up.

The guy I conveniently kept around back in college.He confessed that he liked me, but I never dated him and just kept him on standby.

When things with my boyfriend weren’t going well,or when I felt lonely without one,I’d text, Are you free to meet now?and he would always reply, Sure.

A convenient presence.

Even after graduation, he never got a steady job.He kept working part-time at the bar he had been at since his student days.

It seemed he chose that lifestyle so he could rush over whenever I called.

After becoming an adult, I brought my boyfriend to that bar for the first time in a while.I wanted to see a jealous expression on his face.

It turned out he was dating a female part-time worker from the same bar,and he looked very awkward.

Other people’s things look so appealing… and make you want them…Change of plan… I’ll take him away.When I reached out for a physical relationship after a long time, he didn’t refuse.

Just like in our student days,I kept calling him whenever it suited me, and we kept meeting.

He truly loved me… but the frustration of not being able to make me his.He said he was going back home to rethink his life.

I won’t stop him… butthere are plenty of replacements for a boyfriend, yet there’s no replacement for you…I want you to keep liking me forever.Is it selfish to think that way?

I made you carry a youth tattoo that will never fade…